bisonYou ever get the idea that you thought you knew what was going on with something in particular in your life, only to remember that the idea you have now is contradicting the conclusions you were coming to previously, and even those conclusions you had long since written off as not going to happen, if not for some recent events, and with all that, you now have no idea what to think now? I guess I’m saying I just don’t know. I probably never did. I wish there was some way to be certain either way, or at least have some sort of indication. Oh well I guess that’s not how these things go some times. (Its just really disorienting when all of this brings itself back up out of nowhere, after I’d thought I’d long since let go of it, or at least tried to).

On that note this weekend should be mostly helping with painting at mat’s, since it seems any plans to go to Philly or anywhere else never seemed to evolve (oh well I bet mat and emily will be glad to have me for more painting HAH). But heck… who am I to write off the weekend before its even happened yet, right? Maybe I will go to philly still, if plans materialize.